In response to Daily Prompt’s Daily Post: Sweet Dreams (Are Made of This)
Am I dreaming? I must be.
There is no other possible explanation to how this could be happening. I had turned over my resignation letter to my boss and was casually walking out of my office.
I mean, I always meant to do this. I hated being stuck in a job I had never planned on joining in the first place. It had always seemed mundane and dull but one has to do stuff for a living, I guess.
Everyday, I would dream of leaving the job and starting something of my own and everyday I would convince myself how the job is necessary for me. How I could simultaneously do a job and work on something I like but it never happened.
Slowly, the job had consumed all my time and had started to make my passions seem like a distant life of its own. Something which I could never achieve.
It was maybe then that a nerve snapped and I entered auto-pilot. I wrote down my resignation letter for the umpteenth time. I headed to my boss’s chamber and handed in my letter. I did not know what I was doing but it just had to be done.
‘What is this?’ he asked.
He looked at me for a while not saying a word.
‘I don’t get it,’ he finally said. ‘Is it about the pay? Or do you have something entirely else in your mind?’
‘It’s not the pay. I just want something else. I want to start my own company.’
‘Do you have an idea? A plan?’
‘I have a very good idea and a brilliant plan but I have no clue where to begin,’ I was being completely honest. I did not want to hide anything.
‘Why don’t you continue till you figure that out?’
I shook my head. ‘No, this is something I have been meaning to do for a while. I don’t know how I will begin but I will not know it without starting and I definitely cannot begin with me here. I hope you understand.’
He took a deep breath. ‘I understand. I wish you well.’
‘Thank you, sir,’ I turned around and walked away.
I could not believe what I had done. Is it a dream?
No, no it isn’t. It is a step to achieve something I had been dreaming about for a long time with my eyes wide open.
3 thoughts on “With Eyes Wide Open”
That first step is all it takes!
Surreal. I commend you for your bravery! I am sure this step will only further motivate and push you to achieving your pursuits faster! 😉
Perhaps I am such a coward that my “what ifs” have been appearing in my dreams… if you have a chance, check out my post on my dreams (night time during my shut eye): https://humsofsum.wordpress.com/2015/07/30/dream-mash-up/
Wishing you all the best, keep it up and don’t lose hope! xx
Thank You. I will definitely check it out. 🙂
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